i dont understand how this happens again
but i lost my nexus data AGAIN
Age 26, Male
7-Eleven
Bronx High School of Science
New York City
Joined on 7/31/11
Posted by AppleJack - October 7th, 2012
Well, imma get SIX report card this year, and now, my average is doing mediocre.....
for some of you, an 92.2 average is good, but for me, that is horrible since i have absolutely no AP's (advanced placement) or honers classes (btw, these are the better classes to get to), and these are easy classes.... i want better and i want the best of the best grades, and to be able to get ap's next year and so on...
this year will be a fucking road of the lifetime for me, considering i have never worked hard in my entire fucking life, and i only worked hard just this past month and to work hard for the testing for the high school, in which only 4-5 percent get accepted to my school.
but the thing is, i WANT to go to some college and have a successful life, but i am fearing that if i go to that state, i will be hated and envied amongst the 60 percent of this nation. also, i will fear that i f i work so hard, i will see to much of the world, and view them as idiots....
but then again, college means that i have a better chance at a better life, and i certainly do not want to live the lifestyle i am living now.... i want better, and i deserve it.
this is some fucking mind boggling shit i am going through. stupid teen hormones.... curse you.... but i am in love with this school, and i am having a blast with the people there.
four more years chris..... just four more, and it will be ok.....
Posted by AppleJack - October 1st, 2012
CLUB:
because C-23 is deleting his posts like a gay butthurt faggot. sorry for any inconvenience.i will send the link to the members.
btw, it is an invite-only club (i think). pm me if u wanna join :P
UPDATE:
School is just the beginning, as i am going to debate, and it will be some horrific time killers from NG, hell, sometimes i get so caught up to work, that i forget about NG :P. i must work for college, as i only have one shot at life, and i want to get myself to the elites of society, which is where high school come in, and the next four years will determine the college i go to. Not only do the grades count, but a national test is required as well (SAT's). so i have to study
i will come on weekends, and on some occasions, weekdays. ill still be here :)
again, sorry about all this ruckus.
Posted by AppleJack - September 25th, 2012
Ok, school is proving to be VERY vigorous with their loads of work, thus leading me to sleep deprivation and next to no time on NG. That means not much b/p point deposits, flags, comments, whatever. Sorry if it take me a while to reply or whatnot, but i must concentrate on school for the next four years...... for another successful four years.
Fuck logic.
-Chris, aka AppleJack